A changed Place.

As I get up in morning I find I am at a new place, a new world, a new environment

I am unaware of things around.

I am unaware of people around.

I am still in my thoughts of being loved.

I am here where I have to be but I don’t want to be.

I miss my people around

I am in a different environment; I am at a place where life is another challenge.

But I get up saying one more day gone, I get up saying one more day of challenges, I get up developing a sense of trouble, I am confused. I am in my own thought process finding mom, finding dad.

Place is new, weather is new, life is new, activity is new.

I am challenged & I get up with challenges. Walking to the bus “hanuman chalisa” bouncing the mind saying “ Just face it”, “Just do it”, “Just face it” , “Just do it!”

My 10 don`t s.......

Don’t praise my luck.

Don’t blame my future.

Don’t trust my honesty.

Don’t live my expectations.

Don’t crack my temper.

Don’t meet my heart.

Don’t trigger my mind.

Don’t feel my pain.

Don’t love my feelings.

Don’t change my thinking.


Utsav

This is what I am....

I am happy at an instance, unhappy at another

I am demanding at an instance, commanding at another

I am organized at an instance, disorganized at another

I am introvert at an instance, extrovert at another

I am emotional at an instance, strong at another

I am intelligent at an instance, foolish at another

I am achiever at an instance, looser at another

I am cool at an instance, short tempered at another

I am bothered at an instance, least bothered at another

I am confused at an instance, clear at another

I am consoling at an instance, require consolation at another

I am life for others at an instance, trouble in life at another

I am clever at an instance, silly at another

I am sophisticated at an instance, simple at another

I am a reason for hatred at an instance, reason for love at another

I am positive at an instance, negative at another

I am introspective at an instance, wildly uninhibited at another.

I am a mixture of confusions
but this is the way I am…. this is what I am


******Please tell me if you know something more about me*******

Utsav

My Friend:

My Friend, A short span of life

My Friend, Happy at times, Sad at times

My Friend, Caring at times, hurting at times

My Friend, Cool at times, short tempered at times

My Friend, A Life in Life, A trouble in Life

My Friend, Introvert at times, Extrovert at times

My Friend, Moneyless at times, Ready to spend at times

My Friend, Silent listener at times, Aggressive Speaker at times

My Friend, Needful at times, Needless at times

My Friend, Helpful at times, Helpless at times

My Friend, Emotional at times, Strong at times

My Friend, Consoling at times, Require consolation at times

My Friend, Demanding at times, Giving at times


Our friendship a relationship without any reason…..



Utsav